Four months away
Feb. 3rd, 2012 04:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bronwynrhGood lord, I don't think I've ever been away from my blogs for so long.
With 3 children and 3 jobs, it's no wonder I don't keep up with my social outlets and obligations. I'm buried. Overwhelmed. Exhausted. At the end of a frayed tether.
I just keep on keepin' on, though. It feels like something between drowning and treading water, actually, and in the past couple of weeks I've come awfully close to having a few panic attacks.
So I'm looking to simplify where I can, and looking for another career path that may allow me to have something resembling a well-balanced life. Right now, it's nothing but work from before sunrise to well after sunset. Something's got to give.
Well, wasn't that cheerful?
In other news, mom and dad are moving out. There's a whole mess of emotional ... mess... there, but they're going to move in with my grandfather, who needs their help more than I do. The boys are going to have a real hard time with this... so will I, but I mostly worry about the boys.
I'm trying to create hope for myself, but almost every day hear the words "I hate my life" in my head. Like I said, something's got to give.
With 3 children and 3 jobs, it's no wonder I don't keep up with my social outlets and obligations. I'm buried. Overwhelmed. Exhausted. At the end of a frayed tether.
I just keep on keepin' on, though. It feels like something between drowning and treading water, actually, and in the past couple of weeks I've come awfully close to having a few panic attacks.
So I'm looking to simplify where I can, and looking for another career path that may allow me to have something resembling a well-balanced life. Right now, it's nothing but work from before sunrise to well after sunset. Something's got to give.
Well, wasn't that cheerful?
In other news, mom and dad are moving out. There's a whole mess of emotional ... mess... there, but they're going to move in with my grandfather, who needs their help more than I do. The boys are going to have a real hard time with this... so will I, but I mostly worry about the boys.
I'm trying to create hope for myself, but almost every day hear the words "I hate my life" in my head. Like I said, something's got to give.
