Where I am now

[bronwynrh]

I'm vacillating between disbelief and Holyfuckwhatarewegonnado.

Still processing, really. I've told Thing1 basically what it'll take to get me (and Jeffy) to follow him. My thesis advisor is telling me I should really consider going: it's temporary, it's a fantastic department, I could write my own ticket back to Kentucky. . . better for my career, basically.

No word from Monsanto, not that I was expecting any yet :) Would be nice, though.

Still pondering a lab at UK. I have to write an intro letter to Dr. BS (yes, those are his initials) to test the waters.

I'm trying to act like I have some control in the matter, and trying not to think of the possibility of having to give up science altogether. Don't want that, nosirree. Not yet, anyway.

Jeff's gone for another 6 days at training in Cedar Falls, so we can't really even talk about it.

Then again, Thing1 isn't moving til January 1, so there's time. I just hate being so unsettled, so I feel rushed to get my life squared away somehow.

:-/

Comments

[wistfulunicorn.livejournal.com]

Talk about your rock and a hard place. Wish I had some sage advice for you. It does sound like you don't have to make an immediate decision just one in the near future. You've worked too hard to get where you are so don't give it (science) up yet.

Luv.