analyse this
Jun. 1st, 2008 08:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bronwynrhSo Jeff just gave Samuel a haircut - a REAL haircut, not the wimpy trim I did a few months ago.
I cried like a baby for an hour.
?!?!?
Somebody help me understand so I can help Jeff understand. All I can think to say is that he's my baby, and it breaks my heart to have him looking ready for kindergarten. Thank goodness Samuel's in bed, because just looking at him makes me break down all over again.
In other news, after feeling fine for a few days, I was stupid enough to think I was in the clear. Stupid me. I'm back to puking every day now. And on top of that, I've been having Braxton-Hicks contractions. At 21 weeks! *boggles*
We had the u/s last week and baby looks beautiful. We think it's a girl, and don't plan to find out the truth prior to delivery. I was told the placenta is low, which has me freaked right the hell out. That little bugger better migrate up, because mamma wants a natural birth, and a c-section is pretty much the polar frickin' opposite! Seriously, the thought of all those drugs and my history of adverse reactions... nightmares!
I gotta go spend time with Jeff so he knows I'm not angry with him... although I may be, a little. He doesn't understand and frankly, I don't either. Help?
I cried like a baby for an hour.
?!?!?
Somebody help me understand so I can help Jeff understand. All I can think to say is that he's my baby, and it breaks my heart to have him looking ready for kindergarten. Thank goodness Samuel's in bed, because just looking at him makes me break down all over again.
In other news, after feeling fine for a few days, I was stupid enough to think I was in the clear. Stupid me. I'm back to puking every day now. And on top of that, I've been having Braxton-Hicks contractions. At 21 weeks! *boggles*
We had the u/s last week and baby looks beautiful. We think it's a girl, and don't plan to find out the truth prior to delivery. I was told the placenta is low, which has me freaked right the hell out. That little bugger better migrate up, because mamma wants a natural birth, and a c-section is pretty much the polar frickin' opposite! Seriously, the thought of all those drugs and my history of adverse reactions... nightmares!
I gotta go spend time with Jeff so he knows I'm not angry with him... although I may be, a little. He doesn't understand and frankly, I don't either. Help?
